26 Dec 2008


Today is a day after Xmas Day, and the moment I’m writing this entry, there are only 2 people in my department (that includes me…!!) and it’s already 9 o’clock!! Mmg aku aje la yg tak cuti… suddenly just now, my SM who’s supposed to be on leave today, came into the office and asked, am I the only one in the office?? I said, no.. there is another person.. haha.. he said he purposely came down to do spot check..!! haha… abih laa sapa yg tak apply cuti tu… kekeke…. anyhow, cant wait for 12:30pm, masa untuk berpoya2 wif my badminton gang…… biarlah org lain pergi bercuti, I’ll have leisure time wif my friends @ level 26.. today main 3 jam pun takpe.. hahaa… bos takde…


The breastfeeding incident…

Yesterday, for the 1st time, Lya merajuk with me.. the reason was she bite me during feeding time… and this was the 1st time she bite me that hard…!!! And it was soooo painful, since she already has 4 teeth (2 atas, 2 bawah). Imagine the knife-like pain I had to bear… the moment I was in pain, I screamed, and ‘jentik’ her pipi, to ask her to let go off my nipples….. tak jentik kuat pun.. slow aje… and she cried, and I never see her crying like that before… Sedih sgt bunyinye, sampai tersedu2 and I did everything to stop her from crying. If normal cry, showing her the cat, will shut her off… but yesterday, suma tak jalan… after a while, then only she stopped…

As I knew she was hungry, I tried to breastfeed her again, and it happened again, she bite me, and I automatically screamed her name.. ‘Lyaaaa…..!!!’.. and there she goes again, mcm budak kena marah… sampai tersedu2 and I don’t feel good at all after that… I felt soooooo guilty for ‘yelling’ at her… I didn’t do it intentionally…. Mummy mintak mahap, Lyaaaa….. tak sengajaaa…..

After that I gave her bottle milk… and she finished one whole bottle, and fell to sleep, but I can still hear her ‘sedu sedan’ while sleeping… gosh…. I’m a baaaaaddd mother…I know, I’ve read a lot.. that when a baby started to bite, especially when she already has teeth, don’t be mad, but instead use psychological method, i.e. pujuk her, saying that it is not right to bite…. Mummy will be in pain… bla bla…. But when it happened, you’ll forget everything that you read…. Screaming will be the 1st thing that you’ll do….

But anyhow, I did all he psychological method after that.. I was in trauma, when trying to breastfeed her again, and she bite me again but it was right…! Instead of screaming, I had to hold myself from screaming, and bear the pain, while trying to pujuk he, not to bite.. “Lya budak baik… Lya jgn gigit mummy… Nanti mummy sakit….. Lya ikut ckp Mummy, kan…Lya pandai....” and on and on and on.... and it was a miracle…! She stopped biting after that…!

Haihh… Lya.. Lya…today, the look at her face when she was crying after kena marah, keeps on playing in my head.... Haihh.. cepat la pukul 5..... I wanna go back.. and be wif Lya...

Lya jgn cry centu lagi.... Mummy pulak yg sedeyy....

Daddy


Dear Deboo @ Daddy Lya will be home tomorrow.... cant wait....!!! have a safe trip home, honey....

5 comments:

Kak Ida said...

Ala sian nya Lya kena marah... biasa lah tu Linda, Kak Ida pun hari2 kena gigit ngan si kenit tu... kadang2 tu dia dah lelap pun boleh gigit lagi... sakit giler....Biasalah bukan kita sengaja, tu namanya tindakan reflek...di luar kawalan... x per teruskan perjuangan... tggal 1 thn lagi je dia nak nenen...

Kak Ida said...

Syook nya Daddy Lya nak balik.. Mummy dia mesti gumbira x terhingga...

nde said...

cian si kenit tu... tapi nangis2 pun, org lain amik, dia takmo... mummy marah pun, peluk2 mummy dia jugak.... tu yg lagi sedeh tuuu....

Hehehe... syiokkk....

Kak Ida said...

dia terkejut sikit lah tu... sbb first time kena marah ngan mummy dia... x per nanti setiap kali nenen cakap ngan dia.. kadang2 kita x sangka anak2 kita akan paham.. kak ida pun fobia gak nak bagi, tapi bagi gak x sampai hati..nak buat mcmmana kena tahan jugak w/pun sakit dia sampai berair mata..

Neny said...

Dulu pon sikembar suka gigit2. So bila dia gigit, aku picit hidung dia, n sekejap aje dia lepas. Then lepas tu ckp jgn gigit and bla, bla..

Sekejap je la eksiden gigit2 tu, pastu ok je. Betul, kena assume diorg paham.

Nanti bila ko nak wean, tu another experience la. Kalau aku ingat cemana nak wean nabilah, aku gelak.