27 Apr 2008

Happy mother's day...

Having Lya in my life really brings changes in my life.. and i mean lots of them... that include my friendships... interests that i once shared with my old friends.. like window shopping.. hanging out at kedai mamak to have roti canai and teh tarik after office hours.... goin out to see movies.... jungle trekking, mountain climbing.. treasure huntings.. (hehe...) are no longer mesh in my new lifestyle.. well.. at least not for now...

i know.. i know.. i have been talking bout Lya all the time.. but i just couldnt help it.. i tried as much as i can to stay the same, but i couldnt... i just cant abandon all thoughts of Lya and i dont expect my friends to want to hear me talking bout motherhood all the time...

To some of my friends, sorry if i may have drifted apart from you guys... but at the same time, i'm totally glad that i have made a new orbit of friends.. Lya brought me closer to some people... especially when i need some helps with motherhood...cant believe, i almost cried talking to one of lactation consultant, when i poured my breastfeeding problem to her..

Anyhow... just to share... once when you become a parent... these are things that may change.....

1. You finally stop to smell the roses, because your baby is in your arms.

2. Where you once believed you were fearless, you now find yourself afraid. (True.... you'll become afraid of everything.. everytime when Lya's cryin or sick.. i'd become totally worried.. and afraid.. what did i do wrong...?)

3. The sacrifices you thought you made to have a child no longer seem like sacrifices. (Yup... totally true...i dont even bother to care if i dont get to catch the latest movie.. or dont to get to watch my favourite tv programme...)

4. You respect your body ... finally.

5. You respect your parents and love them in a new way.

6. You find that your baby's pain feels much worse than your own. (100% true... i'd cry too if Lya's cryin if she's having fever or sick..)

7. You believe once again in the things you believed in as a child.

8. You lose touch with the people in your life whom you should have banished years ago.

9. Your heart breaks much more easily. (Uhuh... especially when it comes to baby... anything that related to them touch me..in a different way now..)

10. You think of someone else 234,836,178,976 times a day. (That explains why i talk bout Lya all the time..)

11. Every day is a surprise.

12. Bodily functions are no longer repulsive. In fact, they please you. (Hooray for poop!)

13. You look at your baby in the mirror instead of yourself. (totally truee....!!! i always bring Lya to the big mirror and instead of looking at my own face, i'll just smile if i see her smiling at her own reflection)

14. You become a morning person. (haha... yup.. my day will statrt as early as 5 a.m..!!)

15. Your love becomes limitless, a superhuman power.

16.You finally realize that true joy doesn't come from material wealth.

17. You'd rather spend so much on baby's clothes rather than those shoes that you've been dying to have.

18.You don't mind going to bed at
9 p.m. on Friday night. (in fact.. i go to bed as early as 9-10 p.m everyday...!)

19. You realize that the 15 pounds you can't seem to get rid of are totally worth having.( i know.. i know.. i looked fat after i gave birth to Lya.. but i wont try to go for diet.. since i still breastfeed her.. takpe lah gemuk cikit ni... nnt2 je lah haku diet ye..)

20. You discover an inner strength you never thought you had.

21. You no longer rely on a clock — your baby now sets your schedule. ( And that explains why if Lya did not wake up early, everybody in our house is late..!)

22. You give parents with a screaming child an 'I-know-the-feeling' look instead of a 'Can't-they-shut-him-up?' one. (300% agree....!!!)

23. Your cat — who used to be your 'baby' — becomes just a cat. (That's why Demok has become kucing jalanan nowadays with luka sana sini... )

24. You take the time for one more hug and kiss even if it means you'll be late. (I do this all the time..!!)

25. You realize that you can love a complete stranger.

26. When you think you cant fall in love again.... you actually did.... in a totally different way...

Lya Qaisara.. 4 month 2 weeks... photo taken just after i wrote this entry... love you cayang...

13 Apr 2008

Halo people...

It has been a while... lately I was too busy.. and dont hav much time to blog.. (or am i the one who do not make the time for blogging?) it's just that i dont usually blog at the office, and at home, my lil lovey dovey, Lya Qaisara is getting bossier than ever.... but actually, i just love being bossed by her.. haha...

few updates...

Angah...

29th March, Angah got engaged... (finally...) I went back to my hometown in Taiping.. and went to Sg Dua, where the ceremony took place... since his fiance's still studying, they plan to get engaged for about one and a half year.. (iskk lama nye...)

Our side gave 9 dulangs (includes sejadah, baju nikahtelekung, cincin risik, cincin tunang, etc..) and Liyana (Angah's fiance) side gave back 11 dulangs... (comprises cake, some sweets, chocolate, fruits... ghee..lupa dah.... tu laa.. sapa suruh lama tak update blog... haha...) I gave Angah a cake, as one of the hantarans....

lawa kan kek tu,kan, kan...?

along tgh sarung cincin... haha.. blurred photo.. since Lya was on my lap when i took this photo..

Lya was okay in the beginning of the ceremony, but towards the end, she was a lil bit cranky.. and when i checked.. she pooped...! kui kui.... maka, terpaksa la haku buat mcm rumah sendirik, pegi basuh berak dia kat one of the rooms in the house.. Anyhow, since i was too bz entertaining si kecik nih, i dont even hav one photo with Angah's fiance... ngeeee...

Ni lah muke budak jepun baru lepas u' ukk..
Work

Nothin much to update, really... my job's getting more and more busy lately, and i'm tryin to adjust with my workload...(but still aku balik kul 6pm, paling lambat pun, okeh... kekeke) but hopefully i wont be assigned out of town at the moment... not in the near future.. last month i was out of office twice in 2 weeks...! Bintulu trip was boring... well... its bintulu.. what do u expect... it became worst when both my flights.. to and fro was delayed.. more than an hour.. isshkk... think Malaysia airlines should improve their services, okeh... betape busannye aku jadik pak pacak kat airport tu...

Singapore trip was okay.. it was my 2nd time to Singapore actually, but i didnt even have the chance to go to the medilion... anyhow, i managed to ran down to Hard rock cafe singapore to buy few HRC tshirts.. and went walking alone at the orchard road during the nights, didnt snap any photo coz it was raining...

its appraisal time, this month, but since i'm not working for the last financial year, aku rilek aje, while everybody else busy preparing their SEP.... huhu.. this year takde la bonus utk kuuu... isskk...

Lya Qaisara

She's 4 months and 2nd week now...haihhh... cepatnye anak mommy membesar...last 3 weeks during her 3rd month jab, her weight was 5.85kg... few updates on her milestone :

  • she's an attention seeker... that explains why i dont hav much time to blog lately... she'll cry whenever she sees nobody around her....
  • easily distracted during feeding time... she'll stop drinking her milk if she hears any noise or anybody passes by.... end up, i hav to feed her, quietly in our room, so that she gives full concentration while taking her meals.
  • she loves to hold up her cute lil arms and play with her cute lil hands and cute tiny fingers, and... did i mention she's cute..? maybe she just discovered that she has hands... hihi...
everything on her is tiny and cute.....
  • suke main air liur and sembur2... ishkkk... abih basah lenjun baju dia..
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Anak mommy menyembur2....
  • dah meniarap...! yeay....!

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cubaan kali ke-3....