12th day....

Today is supposed to be Lya Qaisara's due date... huhu.. tapi dia dah 12 hari keluar..... alhamdulillah, everything went well. although being a mommy is a very challenging task, tapi Lya budak baik... tak meragam... She'll just cry when she's hungry.. and goes back to sleep when she's full...

The first week was quite tough... since I was still weak.. with the pain from the stitches.. ( 7 stitches tau..! iskk.... sakitt... ) and Lya still didnt know how to properly latch on my breast... Or I am the one who do not know how to breastfeed her... end up, my breast swollen.. Sakit gile...! even sentuh pun sakit... Not to mention pusing kiri kanan masa tido, pun sakit gile.. coz, susu byk, but they just couldnt come out... huhu.... Last2 kena bagi susu botol.... with hubby jadik tukang bancuh susu malam2....

Luckily the 3rd day, midwives from DEMC came to see the me and the baby.... so, Kak Seri tolong urut... and tuam... and managed to squeeze 1 Oz of milk out of my breast.... lega sket aje.. sakit nye masa dia massage, tuhan aje yg tau.... until I cried..! huhu... but she adviced to continuously massage and tuam, whenever I felt my breast full with milk.. and I did...

Today, it has been 4 days I managed to breastfeed Lya fully.. (yeayy....!!)

Ni muka lambat bagi susu...

Ni muka baru lepas mandi.. gggg.....

The arrival of Lya Qaisara....

It has been more than 1 week since I last blogged... So bz, okeh... Bz with year end shopping spree for all da baby stuffs...

And finally.. 16 December 2006.. I have safely delivered our lil princess... exactly one year after our marriage.. hehe.. dia nak jugak keluar time our very 1st anniversary... Anyhow... here's the chronology... hehe..

16 December 2007

6:15 a.m- First contraction... Ghee.. I didnt even know that it was the contraction pain.. sakit sikit2 aje... macam period pain tu....

7:00 a.m - another contraction..

7:30 a.m - and another... and they became closer until it was 15 minutes apart between 2 contractions...

8:00 a.m - Went downstairs for breakfast.. and told MIL that I'm feelin quite uncomfortable with "period pain" every 15 minutes.... sempat la makan mee goreng and karipap sikit...

9:00 a.m - Hubby kata, jom aje lah gi DEMC.. in case it's time..

10:00 a.m - Arrive DEMC... waited for the nurse and doctors punye la lama.. since they are attending another patient who was at that time "screaming" in the labour room... ishkk.. really scares me off, okeh...

about 10:30 a.m - Doctor attended me.. and said that I've already 3 cm dilated.. (erk... really? thot of going for final shopping at One Utama tadi.. kalau takde ape2... haha... tak sempat dah...)

11:00 a.m - Transferred the labour room.... and the nurse broke my water bag... huk.. panas je air keluar....and the struggling began... the duration between 2 contractions became closer, and the pain became stronger... sakit sangat... sempat nurse tanye.. nak epidural tak... err... I think I can handle the pain, okeh... but it was far far worse than I ever thought it could be.... and I never wanted hubby to let go off my hand.. not even one second... sian dia... nak pegi pee pun I didnt let him go...

1:00 p.m - already 9cm dilated... the contractions getting stronger... sakit sangat, okeh.. huk. tak penah rasa sakit cemni... I dont think I can go thru without hubby beside me.... Thank you soooo much dear for being there.... and sorry for marah2 masa sakit.. and squeezing your hand soooo hard masa tahan sakit contraction...

1:15 p.m - Lya Qaisara finally delivered... weighed 3.1kg... exactly masa azan zohor from masjid shah alam berkumandang... Alhamdulillah....

Lya Qaisara ... few minutes after delivered... sejuk sangat dia...

Us... just b4 going home from DEMC.. daddy with his new specs.. hehe.. and mommy with the tired look.. huhu... penat gile..

Lya Qaisara - 4 days old.. hihi... sedap je dia tido...

36 weeks....

Had another checkup today @ DEMC... Baby already grew to 3kg..! Anyhow, doctor said that her position now is face-up or "mendongak", or in medical term, it is called "Occiput Posterior".... not a very good position for easy labour.... but the doctor did advice not to worry, becoz she can still rotate.... but frankly speaking, I'm still worried... isk... even normal labour scares me off.. ni kan pulak position pelik2 cemni.... no wonder I felt that the shape of my belly a lil bit "weird" these few days....

Nway, did some reasearch on it, and tried to better understand it, and found out that normal labour can still happen.. and the doctor was right.... baby CAN still rotate maybe during labour, or earlier... see what happens on next week checkup... just pray for me that everything will go smoothly.... hopefully............

36 weeks... she's already 3.1kg...!

Anyways, went to Plaza Masalam after the checkup to meet Ina.... she wanted to passed her wedding invitation... but I really regret that I might not make it coz the timing is too close to my due date... .... (dah la dia jadik my pengapit masa my wedding dulu ... isk.. rasa guilty sgt...) Nhow.. I do hope that she'll have a wonderful nikah ceremony and kenduri... and wish her a beautiful life ahead...

Afer that, pergi survey baby cot/playpen and cot bedding for the baby... end up, terbeli bedding set for the mommy pulak... kekeke.... but they were sooo sweet.. ada flower2.. keke.. (Dear hubby mesti tak suke.. sbb bunga2.. haha.. ) I just cant resist when it comes to home deco or bedding set... Sorry, baby.. we'll shop till drop for your stuffs when daddy's back, okeh...

Mommy's new comforter set...! keke...

9 months..

Me with my 9 months belly.... :))

Letter to my lil princess..

Gambar sekadar hiasan.. hehe

My dearest baby..

This morning i felt you gracefully move again.. and you made Mommy smile.. like u always do... I just want you to know that I enjoyed every single second of your movement and just wished that your daddy is here to touch and feel you... I know you miss him a lot.. coz I miss him too....
This evening when daddy told mommy he's gonna come back a lil bit late, I tried not to cry.. but tonite, I cant stop cryin... :(
But pls dont tell daddy I cried...

Mommy and Daddy just cant wait to see you... and I know that we're gonna have so much fun together... coz you're the perfect gift ever..



Love you always,
Mommy