Minggu yang sgt busy this week... sampai tak sempat nak berjalan2 ke blog... Alhamdulillah, semalam selesai satu task besar.. dah submit to client, ilang satu batu atas bahu kejap.. sempat la masuk blog hari ni.. (walaupun kerja lain melambak lagi...)
So... Mia dah 4 tahun rupenye... I know it's cliche, but how time flies... rasa macam baru je lagi dia kuar dari perut aku.. hehe.. peknenkan dia bukan la satu yg mudah.... the 1st few weeks aku dapat tahu, I was required to attend gas trial in Japan, and the news came when all my flight booking and approval was received. It was a shocking news since that pregnancy was unexpected. Tapi Allah maha kuasa. rezeki Allah nak bagi awal.... I was still breastfeeding kakak. Only those who have gone through pregnancy while breastfeeding knows the ups and down... Tough one!! Super laju je energy drained, not to mention extreme hunger, sakit breast when breastfeeding kakak, etc, etc....
My trip to japan with nearly 2 weeks onboard LNG ship while the ship was on gas trial was smooth. I was totally careful.. tak lasak sgt atas kapal... (mati kalau bos tau aku peknen2 naik kapal)... and i was back safe & sound, with healthy pregnancy. Bersalinkan Mia tak susah tapi sakit laaaa... tipu laa kalau tak sakit...... I was getting ready to go to work, and there was minor bleeding. She was due in 2 weeks time at that moment. So we decided to go for check up on our way to work. When checked, i was already 3 cm dilated... doctor cakap " Kalau awak gi kerja ni, mau bersalin dlm keta tgh jem2 tu..." hahaha... mana aku tau.. contraction pun takde... and the contraction i felt was very minor, until la dekat sgt nak bersalin.... and she was borned healthy at 3.10kg weight, exactly the same weight as kakak.
So, this week, walaupun busy sempat la organize small birthday celebration at school. I prepared 140 goodie packs for her friends at school, and both kakak and adik helped me to pack.
Ni 20 packs untuk utk classmates Mia....
Another 120 packs yg biase2 aje.. utk kawan2 J3, J5 and J6.. termasukla kelas kakak dia... So, yes.. i ordered the cake 2 weeks earlier... to ensure she likes it, i ordered it custom made with Rapunzel theme. the day before the cake was deliverde, she kept mumbling, "mana kek adik.... nnt mesti orang tu tak tau buat kek adik... adik nak rapunzel... nanti org salah buat cemana.. " as i told her kek tu mummy dah oder..
She was really worried about her cake until it was delivered. Tak sabar2 nak bukak. and i said no, tunggu esok je bukak kat skolah. but being a normal 4 year old kid, of course la takde dia nak tunggu nye... and i opened the box and showed her this:
And at that time her jaw nearly dropped, and with a big smile and teary eyes, she gave me a big hug without saying a word.. and i went teary as well.... coz i know she is totally happy....
The next day, we had a small celebration with her friends in school... yes, i sneaked out for an hour from office to be with her.... to see her happy lil face when her friends sing birthday song.... ampun boss... saya tak bagitau boss... saya qadha balik 1 jam tu... but it was worth it....
Ni kek after decorate with candles and balloons.... colourfull!!.. and most important sedap.. there goes mummy's diet...
Smileee..... for the camera... Budak seronottt.... kakak ada sekali, tapi macam malu2 kucing dok berdiri kat belakang... ni macam half je of her classmates... tak muat camera nak amik semua....
candle lighting ceremony... ye... lighter tu ku hangkut dpd rumah... senang keja sket.. hangkut lighter dapur terusss.... muakaka... sungguh excited kawan2 Mia...
alemak.. blurr pulak.. hantam sajalah... Everybody sings birthday song... ngan Mia2 sekali nyanyi untuk diri sendiri... hehehe....
Happy birthday to youuuu...
And her friends helped her to blow the candles.... si Mia ni, tiup lilin tak kuar angin pun... sibbaik kawan2 tolong skali.... hehe
Makcik ni sukeeeee sgt ngan tangled... and rapunzel, and pascal, and maximus, and eugene... haaaa... nampak tak, sampai dapat ku hapal semua character, ngan lagu2 skali in tangled movie... coz the movie was repeated over and over and over and over again... so, this was her daddy's lil birthday present... and tiap2 hari bawsak tidur ngan dia.... she loved it sooo much...
Alhamdulillah, she's happy. and a mother's happiness is when her child is happy...
Mia....
For the giggly
days,
For the princess
twirls,
For the laughter
that you bring with funny things you say,
For the
sparkling round eyes whenever you beg for a new plush toy,
For the big hugs
and kisses you never failed to give while saying good night to mummy….
Allah knows how
much joy & laughter you brought to our life,
For that, thank
you for the beautiful 4 years journey,
Happy 4th
birthday Mia,
Mummy love you
so so much..
But you know it
already, coz I never forget to tell you every single day..
"Repost from Mummy's facebook"
May you become anak solehah... yang membahagiakan ibu bapa, di dunia dan akhirat... ni doa mummy tiap2 waktu solat....