Counting the days....

14 more days to go before I leave Japan... huhu.. the thought bout it just stressed me out.. and I'm in no mood at all to cook, or buat kuih.. or kemas rumah.. or anything that I used to love doing, before... but have too lah kan.. if not, just laying on the couch will make me more depress or sakit belakang...

It's just like there's nothing that I look forward to do in KL anymore.. I actually hate emotional posts like this but I really do have to let it out somewhere or it will bottle up in me.. guess pregnant lady memang emotional kot.. huhu..

ok2.. let's list out what can cheer me up when I'm in KL again nanti.. :

1. Shopping for baby's stuff... tak sabar nak buat ni.... although I really dont know what to buy.. keke..guess I have to make the shopping list la skarang...
2. Jumpe anak2 buah... whom I missed so much.. especially the 2 youngest ones... Jema - the one yg tak benti2 membebel macam mak nenek unless something spoilt her mood.. and Ajik.. the cutest little creature.. he was 9 months old when I left for Japan.. skang dah besar la kot...
3. Kenduri Boney.. I really look forward of his kenduri with Waty.. hehe.. Really hope that he'll have a beautiful life with waty after all that he went thru... jalan idup macam industan daaa....)
4. Waiting for dear hubby to come back after the 2nd vessel delivery.. hmm.. dekat sebulan gak after I reach KL tuu...
5. Finally - to have the first look of our baby.. although the thought of "bersalin" really scares me off.. iskk.. takut wooo...Guess this is what every mother-to-be felt before going thru the delivery.. but hopefully everything will go really2 well... 3 things I wish for at the end of my prayer everyday :

- A cute little baby - sempurna sifat.. great health.. Soleh/Solehah with melodious voice to recite Quran & hadis....
- Strength for me to go through whatever a woman supposed to experience throughout pregnancy... and during labor and delivery of the baby...
- And... Guidance for us to be good parents after the baby is borned...

Amin..

Selamat Ari Raye....

Hari ni dah 4 Syawal... kejap je dah abih posa. Tak penah2 dapat posa penuh, alhamdulillah.. dis year aku posa penuh wooo...even though there're times that i felt sooo lembik.. tak larat nak posa... but sayang nak bebuke.. berjaye jugak le posa penuh..

First time raya posa kat Nagasaki.. tak terasa sgt pun raye.. since masa bulan posa, every week ada makan2.... so considered this was another makan2 aje... menu pun lebih kurang sama jek ngan masa bebuke bulan posa. ade nasik tomato.. nasi beriani daging... laksa.. nasi impit.. kuah kacang... ketupat pulut... rendang.. pulut kuning.. bihun goreng.. roti jala.. plus kuih2 raya and kerepek import dari mesia...

Pagi, cam biase pegi smayang raye kat ngan unibesiti.. schedule 7:30 stat smayang (mak aii.. punye le awall.. org kat mesia pun tak bangun lagik...) sampai2 dah 7:35 rerupenye diorg dah abih smayang.... adehh.. memang punctual mak datok.. ikut time jepun betul... at last, kitorg org2 mesia nih smayang sendiri lepas abih khutbah... Pastu pegi beraye umah en jun.... Malam lak, si haris and azuan dtg dpd ariake beraye.. so, masak le sket2 utk diorg... makan lagii... xtvt makan je ari nih...

2nd Syawal.. dah tak rasa raye dah... since dear hubby dah gi keja dah pun.. (iskk.. ari ahad pun keja).. 3rd Syawal.. lagi laa.. dia dah gi naik kapal... hmm.. lagi laa tak rasa raye.. bezanye aku spend the whole day tgk tv citer2 raye.. hehe.. kalau balik kampung tak dapek dok depan tv nih.. mesti kena bejalan raya.. paling tak pun, jiran2 keliling rumah.... kes kena paksa ngan mama le nih...

Anyhow.. raya kali ni cukup sederhana jek... 1st time beraya berdua.. seronot aje... bezanye takde isu balik kampung mana.. keke.. kena raye kat jepun... bab mintak maaf ngan hubby je tak pass lagik.. isk.. camno nih...isk.. tak reti weh..

so, to all.... slamat ari raye yek.. maaf zahir batin..

Bebuke posa...

Kejap je rasa dah 18 ramadhan ari ni.... last Saturday turn kat umah aku buat majlis bebuke... adeh.. dekat patah pinggang gak masak... nasik putih, ayam masak lemak, kerabu togeh ngan kerang.. nasik impit ngan kuah kacang, mee kari, kuih serimuka.. jiran kat atas, si azy tolong masak ikan sweet sour ngan sotong goreng...

sebaik dear hubby jadik assistant chef... takde la penat sgt.. tapi the day after tu tido jugak la satu hari.. penat mengemas... but all in all, everything went alrite...byk kuih2 member2 bawak... mcm biase kalau jadik tuan rumah, mesti tak lalu makan, menda2 yg dimasak sendiri... ringan la sket perut.. hehe

tak sampai 2 minggu lagi nak raya dah... kalau pasang radio sume dah stat main lagu raya dah... baru ade mood buat kuih... ari ni jek aku berjaya buat peyek ikan bilis ngan quaker oat.. hehe.. bukan ade sapa nak dtg beraya pun.. tapi syok utk makan sendiri jek... esok nak masak kuih ape ek?