Salam Merdeka.. &.. Selamat Berpuasa....

Lama sgt dah aku tak update blog....

Sindrom malas dah stat balik...

Anyhow..caye nak ucapkan selamat ari merdeka.. & celamat berpuace.. puace.. jgn takpuace.... Lya & Mommy mintak ampun kat daddy.. & cume kawan2 yeee......

terawih jomm...

The story of a lactation room...

I’ve been exclusively breastfed Lya for the last 6 months and now that she has started her solids I found out my milk supply started to decreased. Plus.. I have to face difficulties every time I sneaked in the vacant GM room to do my pumping session which is twice daily…. There was once, I even stucked there for about ½ hour after finished expressing my milk just because one of the managers in the next department was discussing something outside the room with his staffs. I wouldn’t dare to leave the room in front of them, or I will end up have to answer questions like what was I doin in that room, or at least I have to swallow weird looking stares from them (which I already used to..). That empty room shouldn’t be occupied, any way….Again, I have to play hide and seek using the pantry, to wash my pumping equipment, since I DO NOT like to clean everything in the toilet..! Don’t think that’s appropriate to wash equipment for preparing my baby’s food.

Now… Alhamdulillah, my effort to set up a lactation room in M*SC has been approved by the big boss of HR and this mini project has started…. (yeay…!) The properties department has begun to get the quotations from the contractors for this job… Last Monday, I’ve been called by properties dept to discuss on the layout for this room, and there I was, discussing the matter with 3 guys… who apparently know nothing on this, if I don’t feed the info to them.

Well, that’s not the issue anyway… even most of the nursing mothers here in the company have very lil info on the “existence” of lactation room at workplace… Anyways… I was disappointed to see the layout….. the room is too small, with only one station, and they are planning to take whatever “stock” they have for the room.. e.g. table (which are used for caterings…!), chairs, etc… just to save budget... Can u imagine how disappointed I was…

I’ve informed them minimum requirement for the lactation rooms, but they didn’t even bother to look at it ( I think!). then I requested to extend the room, just to make it bigger, to fit at least 2 stations with curtains/partitions between the stations.. I was soooo pissed off when one of the guys there said while laughing, “ Why do you need such big room… why do you need partitions, anyway… what is there to be embarrassed of…. The persons who are “doing” it are all women anyway…what’s wrong “doin” it together??” Is it tooo difficult to have just curtains? He has no respect for women at all… sakitnye hati kuu… the way he’s discussing this matter like, he’s making a joke out of it… which was tak kelakar langsung…

I was about to bergaduh2 with him… questioning is it becoz of the budget.. that they are doing this for the sake of just doing it… Why is the company willing to have smoking room at EVERY floor. While what we were asking for just ONE ROOM for this… I was about to raised my voice when the other guy clamed me down… sebaik ade mamat tu.. kalau tak … kalau takk… huhu…

marahnye akuu… grrrrr...

bosannyeee.....

hidup kembali bosan.. dear hubby has gone back.... to the so called country of the rising sun... i just hate these feelings..

sad....

and empty.....

Mari jawab soalan matematik...

Pagi tadi, ade sorang kawan baik aku bagi soalan nie....

"Soalan mudah dulu la… tak leh jawab kalo mmg kene gi amik spm sekali lagi.
a) What is the x-intercept and the y-intercept for 3x + y = 6
b) Solve the quadratic equation 2x(3x – 4) = x + 1. Give your answer correct to three decimal places
c) Solve 16^(4x−1) = 2^(3x−2)
d) Numbers m + 2 , n - 1 , 11 are the first three terms in an arithmetic progression. If the total of these numbers is 24, find the value of m and value of n. "

Sungguh tak kusangka betape seronottnye nak menjawab soalan tuh... sampai sanggup kutinggalkan kerje2 yg sbenarnye urgent, utk jwb soalan2 nih haaa... (Ampun boss...) haihh... seronottnye zaman skolah dulu....

AKU SCORE 100% TUUU....!!!! YEY YEYY....

Colmar Tropicale

Went to Colmar Tropicale, Bukit Tinggi last Saturday, with Dodi & family. This was my 2nd visit to Colmar, the first time was with all my ex housemates, when we were all still single and solo molo... that was like.. how many years ago...? 3-4 year? cant remember.. bile aa neny?

Anyway, nothin much difference when I last went there. The rabbit farm... the japanese tea house... still the same.. anyway, we just pass through japanese tea house.. tak masuk pun... huhu..

My girl... (err.. most people kata macam boy ajek.. hik hik.. muke daddy...)

Us.. with Damia yang kiyut menyelit kat situ... hihi

Budak botak yg notty....

Dodi.. pinjam anak ko jap.. fotogenik sangat budak nih... geram aku.. kakak ipar Lya....haha

hmmm...

Happy Father's Day

Babah... happy Father's day..... next weekend Lya balik tepeng jumpe atuk yee..... yeyeyey.....

Had a celebration of Father's day @ Teapot Cafe... Happy Father's Day, dear hubby.... thank you for being the bestest daddy to Lya... (Err... I still owe you the present eh...?)

Daddy.....

Epiii Father's Day, Daddyyy.......ngeeee..

Lya.. with her 2nd cuss..

Zaeemmm.. bangunn aaaa.. kata nak main came2.. asik tidoo je aa.. jaem niee..

I love this pic....!

Ngeh ngeh ngeh...

Mommy and my lil elmo...

Cakk...!!!

Daddy... jgn kacau Lya minum susu.......!!

seronottt yerrr....

I'm back...!

Halo people...

Sorry for the long silence... kepala hotak ku berserabut lately... and i'm in a not proper mood to blog... but now.. dah ok ckit...

anyhow.. here are few updates... yg dah basi, actually...

Japan Trip...

Last month was a blast... me and Lya spent nearly 2 weeks in Japan sempena golden week holiday there.. travelling alone with Lya was okay, surprisingly.. I thot she's going to make me miserable in the 6 hours flite, but no... she slept most of the time, and didnt mind at all when i left her to the steward/stewardess... Lya enjoyed being entertained by the steward actually..(huhu..) and japan is the most baby friendly country that i know.. (macam la aku byk sgt travel negare lain eh..) but yeah... i just love the services there.. at the airport, the nursing rooms are superb... i didnt even have to give her bottle milk at all.. there were always places for me to breastfeed her peacefully...

strollers are always available for us to utilize when we were at the airport... and the ground assistance that i requested were soooo helpful... they even helped me to push Lya in the stroller, carried my luggage, and even my hand luggage.. sampai haku melenggang aje.. takyah bawak ape2.... ngeeeee...

During 11 days we stayed there, We managed to go to only few places... doesnt matter.. the most important is the moment we spent with just the 3 of us... sempat la gi fukoka(Tosu & Marine World), andUniversal Studio Japan trip was greaaattt....! altho to travel with a 5 month old baby to places like that was so challenging, but anyhow i love USJ! Thank you ayang.. bawak kitorg gi sane.. the hotel we stayed for 2 nights was just a 2-3 minutes walking distance to USJ.. hihii....

We had lots of photos there, but i'll upload them later.. projek collage ku dah tak berjalan lagi since haku balik KL... laptop tak power laa.. tak best langsung nak buat projek edit gamba...

in the mean time.. aku upload yg ni je lah dulu, okeh...

TOSU Premium Outlet..

Mr popeye @ USJ... ngeeeee

Lya @ Glover Garden.. hahaa.. berzaman duduk sana, ni la baru aku sampai Glover Garden... padahal kat sbelah rumah ajek...

Master Graduate Programme...

This programme created history in M*SC... with 4 budak derhaka.. and 1 "casualty".... Best of luck to N*zri... His decision to resign as a result of disappointment to the company...was totally unecpected... but understandable... takpe.. rezeki ade di mana2...

Finally I've decided to NOT taking the so called "Company's offer" to do the master graduate programme.. (and I'm one of the budak2 derhaka... huhu....) though deep in me, I really do want to take one step ahead, to further my studies... and what the "company" has offered was undeniably a good opportunity... I was really in a big dilemma (and that explain why hotak ku soo berserabut lately...with all the office workload.. and this master programme issue...) but... i felt that taking another commitment will just drag me one step apart from Lya... i'm not using Lya as an excuse, but that was what i really felt... even , now, having to go just for a one day business trip.. or having to stay extra hours at the office, and knowing her spending her time with nenek and bibik more than me, really really tear my heart.... especially, when i got back from work late evening, MIL kept telling me, the progressed she had made each day....

The offer was tempting anyway, but wrong timing.. with dear hubby not around, and with a 6 month old Lya, I think, NOT to take the opportunity is the best decision we've made. The offer could come anytime, but this is the ONLY time that I could get to see Lya growing... she wont grow any younger... and a baby's progress is sooo fast... sudah la daddy nye takde to watch all her milestones... what would happen, if i had to spend the weekends and late evening at the office if i took the offer? Takpe lah.. God willing, I will have other chances... hopefully.....

Lya Qaisara

This the most enjoyable topic to write about... It'll always makes me smile when just starting to think about her.... She's 6 months 1 week now... let's just talk about her milestone...

- Rolling, rollin & rollin.... she loves rolling... and i wouldnt dare to leave her on our bed, not even one sec, becauze, the minute you turn your head away, she would be on the other side of the bed... and pakaikan dia baju was reallllyyyy difficult nowadays.. and the moment i finished dressing her up, i would totally be exhausted... all the struggling to keep her still just to get her dressed, really really tiring, okeh.. and she would just scream and cry if I restrict her movement.... haiihhh.. penat la mummy....

- Reverse... anak ku sudah pandai gostan... or go astern... huhu... instead of moving forward, she would stretch her hands and push herself backward... she knows how to maneuver... but still figuring how to move forward... kesian anak ku kompius... nak aje aku tolong tolak dia gi depan...

- started the crawling position... sudah pandai angkat bontot.. and goyang2 ke depan and belakang... I wish I had the opportunity to capture the moment dia goyang2 bontot.. sgt kiyut, okeh... will paste them later when I had the chance.

- recognize cats.... huahua.. we are still figuring out whether she's afraid of cats.... or.... love them... because the moment we call "Domok..." she'll started to "merengek" or.. cemane nak citer ni eh... when she sees Domok, she'll cry + laugh... haa.. cemane tuh... maybe dia geli kot... anyhow, she'll smile excitedly if she sees cats on her books/flash cards... meaning that she really recognizes them...!

Okay, thats all for now.. i didnt have the time to upload photos of Lya yet.. will do them later okeh...

Lya cayang daddy......

kenape aku malas update blog???

Ini adelah antara sebab musabab aku tak update blog.

- Intenet kat umah tu lembap gilerrrrrr.... nak upload 1 gambo pun amik masa berejam2.. haihhhh... streamyx... streamyx....

- Kat opis pulak bz gilerr... bos pulak dok sejengkal dpd haku... camno nak bukak blog....

- Aku penin pasal master nih... nak amik ke tanak, nak amik ke tanak... nak amik ke tanakkk.... helpp.....

- Aku takde mood nak blog..

- Kat umah, Lya suke main lompat si katak lompat... bz ngan Lya sampai telupe nak hapdet blog..

- Sukati aku la update ke tanak.. ni blog aku... kakakaka....

I loooove these two silly people......!!!

Happy mother's day...

Having Lya in my life really brings changes in my life.. and i mean lots of them... that include my friendships... interests that i once shared with my old friends.. like window shopping.. hanging out at kedai mamak to have roti canai and teh tarik after office hours.... goin out to see movies.... jungle trekking, mountain climbing.. treasure huntings.. (hehe...) are no longer mesh in my new lifestyle.. well.. at least not for now...

i know.. i know.. i have been talking bout Lya all the time.. but i just couldnt help it.. i tried as much as i can to stay the same, but i couldnt... i just cant abandon all thoughts of Lya and i dont expect my friends to want to hear me talking bout motherhood all the time...

To some of my friends, sorry if i may have drifted apart from you guys... but at the same time, i'm totally glad that i have made a new orbit of friends.. Lya brought me closer to some people... especially when i need some helps with motherhood...cant believe, i almost cried talking to one of lactation consultant, when i poured my breastfeeding problem to her..

Anyhow... just to share... once when you become a parent... these are things that may change.....

1. You finally stop to smell the roses, because your baby is in your arms.

2. Where you once believed you were fearless, you now find yourself afraid. (True.... you'll become afraid of everything.. everytime when Lya's cryin or sick.. i'd become totally worried.. and afraid.. what did i do wrong...?)

3. The sacrifices you thought you made to have a child no longer seem like sacrifices. (Yup... totally true...i dont even bother to care if i dont get to catch the latest movie.. or dont to get to watch my favourite tv programme...)

4. You respect your body ... finally.

5. You respect your parents and love them in a new way.

6. You find that your baby's pain feels much worse than your own. (100% true... i'd cry too if Lya's cryin if she's having fever or sick..)

7. You believe once again in the things you believed in as a child.

8. You lose touch with the people in your life whom you should have banished years ago.

9. Your heart breaks much more easily. (Uhuh... especially when it comes to baby... anything that related to them touch me..in a different way now..)

10. You think of someone else 234,836,178,976 times a day. (That explains why i talk bout Lya all the time..)

11. Every day is a surprise.

12. Bodily functions are no longer repulsive. In fact, they please you. (Hooray for poop!)

13. You look at your baby in the mirror instead of yourself. (totally truee....!!! i always bring Lya to the big mirror and instead of looking at my own face, i'll just smile if i see her smiling at her own reflection)

14. You become a morning person. (haha... yup.. my day will statrt as early as 5 a.m..!!)

15. Your love becomes limitless, a superhuman power.

16.You finally realize that true joy doesn't come from material wealth.

17. You'd rather spend so much on baby's clothes rather than those shoes that you've been dying to have.

18.You don't mind going to bed at 9 p.m. on Friday night. (in fact.. i go to bed as early as 9-10 p.m everyday...!)

19. You realize that the 15 pounds you can't seem to get rid of are totally worth having.( i know.. i know.. i looked fat after i gave birth to Lya.. but i wont try to go for diet.. since i still breastfeed her.. takpe lah gemuk cikit ni... nnt2 je lah haku diet ye..)

20. You discover an inner strength you never thought you had.

21. You no longer rely on a clock — your baby now sets your schedule. ( And that explains why if Lya did not wake up early, everybody in our house is late..!)

22. You give parents with a screaming child an 'I-know-the-feeling' look instead of a 'Can't-they-shut-him-up?' one. (300% agree....!!!)

23. Your cat — who used to be your 'baby' — becomes just a cat. (That's why Demok has become kucing jalanan nowadays with luka sana sini... )

24. You take the time for one more hug and kiss even if it means you'll be late. (I do this all the time..!!)

25. You realize that you can love a complete stranger.

26. When you think you cant fall in love again.... you actually did.... in a totally different way...

Lya Qaisara.. 4 month 2 weeks... photo taken just after i wrote this entry... love you cayang...

Halo people...

It has been a while... lately I was too busy.. and dont hav much time to blog.. (or am i the one who do not make the time for blogging?) it's just that i dont usually blog at the office, and at home, my lil lovey dovey, Lya Qaisara is getting bossier than ever.... but actually, i just love being bossed by her.. haha...

few updates...

Angah...

29th March, Angah got engaged... (finally...) I went back to my hometown in Taiping.. and went to Sg Dua, where the ceremony took place... since his fiance's still studying, they plan to get engaged for about one and a half year.. (iskk lama nye...)

Our side gave 9 dulangs (includes sejadah, baju nikahtelekung, cincin risik, cincin tunang, etc..) and Liyana (Angah's fiance) side gave back 11 dulangs... (comprises cake, some sweets, chocolate, fruits... ghee..lupa dah.... tu laa.. sapa suruh lama tak update blog... haha...) I gave Angah a cake, as one of the hantarans....

lawa kan kek tu,kan, kan...?

along tgh sarung cincin... haha.. blurred photo.. since Lya was on my lap when i took this photo..

Lya was okay in the beginning of the ceremony, but towards the end, she was a lil bit cranky.. and when i checked.. she pooped...! kui kui.... maka, terpaksa la haku buat mcm rumah sendirik, pegi basuh berak dia kat one of the rooms in the house.. Anyhow, since i was too bz entertaining si kecik nih, i dont even hav one photo with Angah's fiance... ngeeee...

Ni lah muke budak jepun baru lepas u' ukk..

Work

Nothin much to update, really... my job's getting more and more busy lately, and i'm tryin to adjust with my workload...(but still aku balik kul 6pm, paling lambat pun, okeh... kekeke) but hopefully i wont be assigned out of town at the moment... not in the near future.. last month i was out of office twice in 2 weeks...! Bintulu trip was boring... well... its bintulu.. what do u expect... it became worst when both my flights.. to and fro was delayed.. more than an hour.. isshkk... think Malaysia airlines should improve their services, okeh... betape busannye aku jadik pak pacak kat airport tu...

Singapore trip was okay.. it was my 2nd time to Singapore actually, but i didnt even have the chance to go to the medilion... anyhow, i managed to ran down to Hard rock cafe singapore to buy few HRC tshirts.. and went walking alone at the orchard road during the nights, didnt snap any photo coz it was raining...

its appraisal time, this month, but since i'm not working for the last financial year, aku rilek aje, while everybody else busy preparing their SEP.... huhu.. this year takde la bonus utk kuuu... isskk...

Lya Qaisara

She's 4 months and 2nd week now...haihhh... cepatnye anak mommy membesar...last 3 weeks during her 3rd month jab, her weight was 5.85kg... few updates on her milestone :

• she's an attention seeker... that explains why i dont hav much time to blog lately... she'll cry whenever she sees nobody around her....
  
• easily distracted during feeding time... she'll stop drinking her milk if she hears any noise or anybody passes by.... end up, i hav to feed her, quietly in our room, so that she gives full concentration while taking her meals.
• she loves to hold up her cute lil arms and play with her cute lil hands and cute tiny fingers, and... did i mention she's cute..? maybe she just discovered that she has hands... hihi...
  

everything on her is tiny and cute.....

• suke main air liur and sembur2... ishkkk... abih basah lenjun baju dia..
  

Anak mommy menyembur2....

• dah meniarap...! yeay....!

cubaan kali ke-3....

Situ Sana Sini....

Hi people...

Udah lama aku tak membelog..... Well... Hav been quite bz at the moment.. last week had a 2 days course at Sheraton Subang... Tomorrow, I'll be flyin to Bintulu for 2 days... Will go onboard Puteri Delima... huhu.. (lama sudah aku tak naik kapal... ) And next week I'll be goin to Singapore for a 2 day course... ish.. Last time, travelling was really fun , since you could step out of the office to enjoy a lil bit different environment from the routine tasks.... but now.. a trip for only 2 days, feels like tooooo long 4 me... I know that I'm gonna miss my lil baby soooo much.... Guess this is what every working mom will face.. A dilemma between career and family... 4 me, if given the chance, I'd choose to spend as much time as I can with Lya.... Even goin to the office everyday, I could hardly wait to go back home to hold her....

Anyhow.. here's few updates on what we did during th weekend :

Election...

For the first time in my life, haku pegi mengundi... hahaaa.... At first, I was too lazy to go.. but at about 3pm, then only i decided.. what the heck.. if i dont vote today, I would hav to wait for another 4-5 years... Weheww.. masa tu I'll be... 34? 35?? Baru nak 1st time mengundi? oh, tidak.... so, I brought Lya along.. went all the way to Bangi just for a 5 minutes job... hahaa.. salah hakuu.. sape suh tak tukar address.... I registered with SPR, back when I was studying in Uniten.. which is near to Bangi lah kan... anyways.. Bangi, PAS yg menang... huhu... and dont ask which party I voted coz undi adalah rahsia.. kekeke...

Muhd Jazlan Zaeem...

After that, we went to Alamanda to shop for newborn gifts for Lya's 2nd cousin... I didnt know what to buy, since Johan and Zura seems like had everything ready for their lil prince... So, just bought a thermometer since they havent bought one.. hihi.. penting wooo mende nih...

hihi.. mohd boboy...

Yeay! Lya dah ade geng...

My MIL bought a newborn shoes and ball for boboy.. Blue in colour.... comei sangat... end up, Lya got her first shoes too..... Tapi bukan haku yg belikan... her Uncle Apit yg beli... tengkiyu angkengg... (Lya panggil uncle dia "angkeng") Nnt Lya bleh join angkeng men futsal... hihi...

Lya's first shoes...

As usual, if Lya got anything new, she'll be sooo excited... we put on her shoes, saiz besar ckit aje.. and she looked sooo happy... tersengih2 aje.. and in the car, she kept on angkat2 kaki dia.. and stared at her new shoes dengan muke pelik2....

Sampai tertido makcik nih....

Baby giant..

At the hospital, I put Lya in Zaeem's cot... huahuaa... dah tak muat dah baby cot tuh.. tapi dia telebih excited duduk dalam tuh... asik tersengih2 ajek...

Kena cucuk agii....

Today we went to DEMC.. again.... for 2nd month jab for Lya... She has been mommy's brave gurl... tak nangis pun.... her weight is 5.1kg now.. and height 61cm...

err..mommy... where 're we goin...?

whats up doc....?

Ni muke dia kat dlm keta, after the injection... dunno why, dia asik tersengih2 jek cemni.... gambo blurr sebab dia tak reti diam....

Takde tajuk...

It has been nearly 2 weeks since I last blogged.. It's not that i hav nothin to blog, it's just that i'm in nooooo mood at all to write... Guess the lazy sindrome has strucked... Just few updates :

Back to work...!

As u all know,I've been on my 1 year unpaid leave, but on 15th feb, my leave ended... Gee.. time flies soooo fast... Seem's like yesterday I said goodbye to my colleagues b4 i went off to Japan... so last friday, had to report to my new boss.. since the company policy doesnt allow husband & wife to stay in 1 department.. (huhu.. aku pulak yg kena halau dpd department...) so I hav to move to other department, which is just next to my last department... So, guess I still see the same faces everyday since my new deparment still on the same floor, jiran aje..... To my surprise, lots of people, some of them I barely talked to, were asking when did I come back from Japan (wahh.. fofular jugak aku ni rupenye...)... and some of them were asking how's my baby... and some even asked whether i've got pregnant yet (hehe...)... and when i answered i've just delivered Lya 2 months ago, they gave me these gestures:

"eh.. tak berubah pun..."
"sama jek mcm b4 bersalin..."
"tak mcm org baru lepas beranak pun..."
Which really lit up my day... hehe... its either i hav gained my original shape b4 i got pregnant... or i'm already fat b4 i even got pregnant... haha....

Anyway, it felt so good to be back at work again.. feeling both fresh and blurred at the same time.. hahaa.. fresh to start my new work.. and blurred on my jobscope after given speech from my new boss (huhu... ape laaa yg bos aku ckp nih...)

Ex-housemates + boney gathering.....

After planning for sooo long... at last, we succeeded to organize our first ever gathering.. Everybody managed to come with lots of food... for details, see Neny's blog.. hehe.. (see... told ya I'm in lazy mood...) Anyhow, I faced lots of challenge to bring Lya to the gathering, since my MIL doesnt seem too happy to allow me to drive alone with Lya... At first she wanted to come along, then, she had this kenduri, so, she cant... then she asked bibik to follow me.. but I said its okay... I can manage.. ( I think!) Bibik is supposed to be on leave every Sunday, anyway... Then, she asked my SIL to accompany me to Mis's house... adehh... Its not that I dont like any of them to come along.. but I think I CAN drive alone.. and I HAV to try anyway... dont wanna be such a troublesome to them, whenever I wanted to bring Lya to anywhere, somebody had to be the chauffer ke?... adeh.. hopefully things will get better as Lya grows a lil bit older.. (she's only 2 months old by the way...) Hopefully I can gain trusts from people around me to take Lya anywhere I can without anybody accompanying me.... hmm...

Cupcakes atot... yummehh..

The girls and babies..

Anyway, its good to finally meet my exhousemates, Boney and their families... really hope that we can do this more frequent, yea!

Lya Qaisara

I'm 100% adorable...!! ngeh ngehh...

She's already two months old, and this Saturday, we'll visit DEMC again for her 2nd month jab.... Few updates on her :

She "talks" more frequent than before, and starting to raise her voice... dah bising dah rumah if she's awake... but of course, somebody has to entertain her all the time....

Gets attracted to her toys and started to get focused to them... looked both confused and fascinated simultaneously when I put her on her play bouncer or her playgym. Sometimes, sampai berkerut2 dahi when she looks at her toys (as if thinking.. ape menda laa nie...?)

Sukeee sangat main air liur..... sampai basah2 baju... I think i got all the things that i craved for, when i was pregnant back in Japan last time... (huh, sampai durian 100 hengget sebijik tu pun dear hubby belikan, okeh... mengidam punye pasal) nape ek, dia suke jugak men air liur? She's like, drooling all the time when she's awake...!

She's a short sleeper during the day.. but can stretch her sleep up to 5 hrs during the night... (baik, anak mommy... taknak kacau mommy tido mlm2) Now, I had to wake her up) if dia tido lagi la...) at 5-6 a.m before i go to work, to breastfeed her... but she goes back to sleep until about 10:00a.m...then only takes her bath...

Suke mandi... bath time with Lya is really fun...! So i take the opportunity whenever I'm at home to give her bath.. she smiles when I put her into her bathtub..senyum2 aje dia.. and likes jerk her arms and push her legs in the water... sometimes, bleh slip kalau tak pegang dia bebetul..!

Responses with "uuu..." and "aaaa...." sound whenever i sing Barney song to her... hihi.. comei sgt...

Getting chubbier and chubbier each day.. I can barely see her neck..! covered by her cheek yg dah tembam tuu.... syok peluk2 dia mcm teddy bear....

8 facts about me...! I've been tagged

Adehh.. this is the 1st time somebody tagged me.. Time kasih la neny... sebab tagged aku.. sampai pecah kepala aku dok pikir pasal nih sebab aku tak tau ape nak tulih.. hua hua... mwngikut rule nye,aku kena tag 8 org lagik... tapi aku tak tau nak tag sapa... haha...

Anyway.. here goes...

8 Random Facts About Me..

1. Masa sopping baju/seluar, slalunye aku tak reti nak decide kaler ape yg lawa.. (dlm ertikata lain aku ni rambang mata.... kui kui...) lets say ade satu blouse nih aku sukee, aku musti kompius nak amik kaler ape.. last2 aku amik 2 blouse yg sama, kaler lain2...so, aku ade byk suar/baju yg patern sama, but 2 kaler yg berbeza...( ishkk..korg paham dak ape yg aku cakap nih?) Kengkadang, kalau korg perasan, byk baju kurung masa raya pun, aku ade 2 pasang.. pattern sama.. kaler je lain2.. keke....
2. Sebijik mcm neny.. aku pun perasan macho gak... bergunung2 telah ku daki... (chehh... kunonn..) aku sorg je ikut jejak langkah bapak aku... suke activity naik2 gunung nih.... nak aku senaraikan ke gunung2 yg pernah kudaki? ish ishh... Gunung Tahan, Gunung Korbu (3 kali panjat tuuu.... susah woo gunung nih.. tak caya panjattlaaa.... ), Gunung Yong Belar (uish... gunung ni pun payah), Gunung Ledang ( 2 kali tuu... ni trek yg paling aku sukee...), Gunung Buah, Gunung Nuang, Gunung Gayong, Gunung Bintang.... Tu je lah yg aku ingat gunung2 yg penah ku panjat...hihi... the latest, aku daki Gunung Aso kat jepun... huahuaa.. tapi naik keta jek... kekeke.....
3. Walaupun aku suke naik gunung, aku ni ekceli penakut... tambah2 kalau bab tgk citer hantu.. kui kui.. kalau nengok, slalunye tutup sbelah mata... tu pun kena ade org teman aku tgk... Aku tgk citer "Jgn pandang belakang" tu je, terbayang2 hantu dia dlm sminggu...
4. The main reason aku amik A-level dulu, nak pegi UK ialah sebab kakak aku gi UK... kekeke.. centu laa aku jawab masa interview JPA dulu.. kui kui... sebaik dapat... dapat JPA je laa... gi UK nye tak dapat pun... keke...
5. Kalau org lain ade cite2 nak bukak kedai... aku pun ade laa... cite2 aku nak bukak kedai fotostet.... huhu... at least ade gak laa cite2 buat bisnes...
6. Hobi aku tengok hujan... especially kalu ujan tgh lebat gile.... ala2 jiwang laa gitu... penah skali masa form 4 kat asrama, tgh ujan lebat gile.. aku pun kuar dorm.. nak temenung tgk ujan... sedar2 bumbung blok depan asrama aku melayang... (sebaik tak melayang kena aku...) hua huaa.... rupenye tgh ribut.. huhu.. abih aku kena marah ngan bebudak dorm, tarik aku masuk dorm... "kot ye nak jiwang tgk ujan pun, jgn le masa ributt...." hihi...
7. Aku suke makan sambal tumis ikan kelii....... sodapp.....
8. Aku suke gi soping & window soping sorg2.... sbb aku rasa lagi free kalau gi sorg2.. hihi.. sukati je nak gi mana, & beli ape.. and aku rasa sangat gumbira kalau dapat besoping sorg2... tension reliever... hihi...

From Taiping with love....

Nearly one week since i'm back in taiping... huhu... after one year i went off to Japan... now i came back to my birthplace.... missed the cool weather and the calm atmospehere in Taiping... though, some people might say that this place is too quiet, (or in other word, boring town..) it's okay.. at least i can find peace here.. away from KL hectic life and busy traffics... to date, Giant and Tesco are already here in Taiping.. haha.. kire dasat laa for a small town.. (i've been to Giant, but Tesco blum agi..)

Nearly every evening rained here.. Hujan mencurah2, but the heat, still i cant stand... the fans are on 24 hours a day... Guess that's why Lya was down with fever last two days....

Cian dia.. demam2 pun kena snap photo jugak...

Her highest temperature when I checked her at home was 37.9 degrees, but i didnt want to risk anything, so brought her to see the doctor... doctor tak buat ape pun lagik, just took her temperature but she's already screaming ala2 budak kena dera....until the doctor had to wait for her to finish cryin for one round, than checked her heartbeat.. again.. she was screaming macam kena cubit... and again, doctor had to wait for another round, then only checked her tummy... haiyooott... sapa ajar anak mommy jerit cemtu... Went back home, and forced her to take the medicne, but she didnt only keluarkan balik ubat tu.. dia sembur2 ala2 air pancut kuar dari mulut dia.... adehh... hav to polish up my skill on giving the medicine...

Arini Lya dah cehat......

Lya dah cehat le... takmo makan ubat agii... tak cedapp...

3 more days to go... hehe

Breastfeeding

Some of my frens have been asking me on how am i doing with my milk stock... so far dah ade banyak ni aje...

Susu... susu....

That is after nearly 2 weeks I've started pumping to stockup my milk... Maybe to some people, pumping is easy... but for me, it takes so much of hardwork to stockup that amount... especially when I'm feeding her directly nowadays.. Ada sekali tu, I nearly cried when my milk was thrown away.. coz my MIL thot susu basi after few days... adehh.. pumping is soooo hard then suddenly, susu kena buang.. ishkk.. sape tak sedih... huhu... well, it's my fault after all not telling her upfront that breastmilk can last up to 3 months when stored in freezer.. 2 days when stored in referigerator... and 4 hours at room temperature...

Now, I managed to pump only about 5 Oz per day... that is twice a day.. hav to get up at about 5-6 a.m coz that's when I felt that I can pump the most.. and another time in the evening.. when Lya was sleeping... tu pun.. petang2 dapat 1 oz aje... coz she drinks almost every hour during the days... and her nenek and unyang kept asking me to campur2 with bottle milk coz takut susu tak cukup... hey.. I'm trying my best here to stockup as much as I can, okay... bagi le support.. ishhkk.. and I want to feed her nothing but my breastmilk... lagipun, every 3-4 days, I feed her with bottle milk jugak.. coz takut she refuses to take bottle milk langsung... anyhow, she never fails to drink from bottle.. dia nak aje...

Now I'm taking this milkmaid tea to increase my milk supply... sedap ooo... kalau letak ais ni mesti agi sedap... huhu.. bila nak abih 100 days nih... nak menom teh ais aaa....


And I'm trying to gather as much information as I can on bf... luckily I have Along and many friends who fully support exclusive bf.. So, most of the info I got from them... and from online reading materials..

Lya Qaisara

She's 41 days today... (hihi.. 3 ari lagi Mommy abis pantang... yey yey..) Few updates on her:

• Dah pandai mintak bibik gendong... ishkk.. especially during the days... she'll sleep the most, 1 hour kalau letak atas tilam dia.. but kalau gendong.. berjam2.... or kena pangku je.. adehh... cemane eh? kalau letak, sure menjerit... huhu... any tips, anybody? Kena buai jugak le nih... I tried not to use buai.. but kalau dia buat perangai cemni... sapa larat gendong dia lama2... ish ish... Lya... Lya..

• Responses if people agah dia... and pandai sebut "goo... goo"...

• suke mengiring... especially when we remove her pillow....

• melts my heart with her smiles ..... sejuk hati, ilang penat bile tengok dia senyum.....

Alemak.. blurr la pulak gambo nih... daddy... new camera please....? hehe

Budak bulat... berkat susu ibu... kekek....

Okay.. that's all for today... to all my blog readers (chewwah.. like I have so many...) bear with me.. coz I'm gonna update on my lil dotter as much as possible.. nak bagi daddy dia baca gak...